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Deload

by Gwyn Fowler

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1.
The Lore 02:22
Gliding around you float on air Foot on the slate it’s slippery there Telling you stories every sight Counting the years that can’t be right Feeling like spring in winters hair You never mind or seem to care Ghosts of my past and several paths So many falls loves didn’t last But here we’ve got lore It’s made of bricks and older tricks You didn’t account for Here we’ve got lore Where giant cups were shattered once And taken into stores Here we’ve got your lore Opening several books of mine See all the writing different times You were just floating round the square Didn’t know we’d be settled here Feeling like spring yellow buds bloom You never look up, Birds Eye view Ghosts of my past and several paths So many levels that we cracked But here we’ve got lore It’s made of bricks and older tricks You didn’t account for Here we’ve got lore Where giant cups were shattered once And taken into stores Here we’ve got your lore
2.
Sweet Gums 03:36
sweet gums turn to palms I feel Spanish moss on my arms Telephone wires cross i know these are times that I've lost Love drifts in a few doors fragments of my life before and why would I, decide to come "home?" and why can't I connect I’m alone I see them all line up in a row Born to die my small town woes and so i move to major tones Old rooms with new color sea blue makes the walls seem smaller Billboards line the highway snake oil sell it buy it my way green piers soaked in neon flashing signs of where i once belonged Tell me fourteen teller, can you save this town from me? and why would I, decide to come "home?" and why can't I connect I’m alone I see them all line up in a row Born to die my small town woes and so i move to major tones
3.
I don't know what your running from but you're right here in my mind stay from time to time I don't know what you see in her Was it the way that she laid in your bed at night? And all I hear across the dessert the sky Are regrets and more recent a bitter lullaby It's black and white the way the setting sun Lowers and it's over once more and then you're gone Was I on your mind? Can you feel it no? Empty hole in your soul can you fill it no? Is it true what she did to you Changed you in ways shapeshifting day to day Is it true what you're going through She'll catch up real soon play that victim card real soon And all I hear across the dessert the sky Are regrets and more recent a bitter lullaby It's black and white the way the setting sun Lowers and it's over once more and then you're gone Was I on your mind? Can you feel it no? Empty hole in your soul can you fill it no?
4.
Circuit Love 03:31
Heavy words little surge Feeling high and it hurts When I’m with you it’s electric Add it up count it all There were days they were long And when you speak it feels so hectic But if I was a current Flowing right over you Heavy we didn’t know Lighting up the blues And I’ll always feel this way for you you know it’s true the stars are lighting up we’re looking at the moon And I feel it it in bones you know it’s atoms too You and I illuminate a lovely hue Yelling loud make a noise You’re a force use your voice Tell me what it is you want now Add it up count it all Longer days radiant sun You were mine before I met ya
5.
Two Too 01:57
We’re walking down our route we do it every day we do at least the days you’re able to because you’re mostly gone You punch the clock again a golden handcuff holds you then you come back to the table where I’m strung out singing along I need somebody to validate my state and tell me when to talk or walk and what to say or eat but let me keep My independence I’ll push you round my plate appreciate the mental deload of a toddler state Doo doo doo Another morning now it’s piling up the chores like how to caffeinate and hydrate at the very same time You slow to wake it always me so irate working a nocturnal state midnight mind is like your kind mountains of half finished chores just throw them on the floor some more you come back to the take where I’m singing this song
6.
Those sunny days we used run, those sunny days we had some fun.  Broken down broke in Florida Broken down chain-smoking Florida Everything I’m writing used to come out strong Feelings and reeling lovers stringing along Is it that I’m stable or you’re just too nice? I’m little cracked not everyones got a vice Tiny little boxes mostly blue and white Suburbia is different than the old campsite Drink the Malt with Hemingway on daddy’s card My fake ID kicked out of the bar Those sunny days we used run, those sunny days we had some fun.  But that was in Florida Sleeping eyes open in a jet lagged world You go to India come back a sicker girl Is it that we’re different maybe all the same? Drink the water babe and they’ll call you insane Steal a street sign for a little high What’d we even do with all that time? We say we’re grown up but got a teddy bear Holding on tight to childhood years Yelling at the ghosts on the corner at night We’re not afraid, exes are the real fright Is it that I’m stable or you’re just too nice? I’m little cracked not everyones got a vice Those sunny days we used run, those sunny days we had some fun.  But that was in Florida
7.
I’m watching you from the kitchen You never ask for permission Push and pull all my nerves I unravel for you I’m worried that I’m not present Distract my mine so innocent Left and right oh you dance I go dizzy for you It’s just forces and motion we balance we try to hold on and on and on You’re watching me on the tight rope Feels like I’m always wobbling low Sway around oh we sway We fall into the breeze You worry on about lava I hear your mind so on so alive Up and down oh you jump I keep you safe in my arms It’s just forces and motion we balance we try to hold on and on and on
8.
Cooked Bones 02:14
I’ve got crooked bones In my shoulders so I lean a little bit more just onto you I lose everything Shoes, and rings and keys You always find them if i ask you please And I broke my nose Never breathe just right You swear it doesn’t make me snore at night That’s how it goes see my faults accept them whole Won't you stay with me till we grow old? You talk in your sleep Say the craziest things When you wake we laugh about your dreams You’ve forget to close Kitchen cabinets so I shut them when your back is turned to me You were right about so many things I won't admit to that, that's mine to keep
9.
remember when we drove, country roads we were looking for ghosts it was you and me, didn't find a thing just some memories that i keep with me it was both of us then, with wanderlust loved to hate on our town stand out from the crowd with our indie sounds we wore our egos down and i know, the things we said they meant so much we kicked and really punched against the truth - it always knocked we were fighting it never giving in we were fighting it it was violent we were fighting it we were soldiers in our minds remember jumping in, dark ocean we were daring to swim it was 2 am you grabbed my hand when the undertow began to roll didn't see it all no, the red hot flags it was different then get back to the sand, where we try again to let our bodies rest and i know, the things we said they meant so much we fought and kicked and really punched against the truth that had always knocked we were fighting it never giving in we were fighting it it was violent we were fighting it we were soldiers in our minds
10.
The coffees cold and it’s every night Nine pm seems to take its time The boys are up, singing to the day Six am an early matinee Let the dog out, look at the moon One of us more gray we got time to lose And I don’t know When I became my parents that I watched as I would grow And I don’t know How to speed the hours up but make years go slow The house is calm, everyone’s in bed I wonder how long they’ll let me kiss their heads Breathe it in, the silence too stale Look at the videos you took of them instead Let the dog out, look up at the moon Stay up late, another version of you And I don’t know When I became my parents I watched as I would grow Don’t know How to speed the hours up but make the years go slow Don’t know no I don’t know No I don’t know Kick the walls hear a little voice Yelling for me it’s the only choice Ask to do it all by yourself So damn long but it’s fine I guess Let the dog out look at the moon One of us more grey we got time to lose
11.
I’m looking at your eyes they’re not like mine, they shine a bit refract a rainbow light Im singing to you all the words at once a melody of nonsense in five months I know we’ve got some time but not enough When I’m gone you’ll sing and carry on Oh you make it all feel Every single day is a highlight reel No it’s not a fair deal Watch it unfold get old and reveal This time

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released March 27, 2024

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Gwyn Fowler

Honesty honestly describes Gwyn Fowler's songs. With a soft finger picking ghost stories or a delicate love song, Gwyn's music ranges the spectrum of raw emotion and storytelling. Her unique voice and love of the lyric mark her songs - a melodious treat for any listener. ... more

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